Dear Santa (2)

I miss him so much. I see him when I dream and I miss him when I'm awake. Being without him this Christmas breaks my heart...I wish that I could do everything for him. Protect him forever. Keep him by my side always. The fact that today is Christmas and I can't do that is proof that that is not possible.

I don't want much for Christmas. Just one thing.

Send him my love. Let him know that he is the most important person in my life...that I would do ANYTHING for him.

Tell him that ever since I let him my life has been complete. It's felt like I have a meaning...like I Was set on his earth to be his and to love him more than anyone else has ever loved. And I will.

So many days he has erased my tears and gave me a smile.

Santa, this man is absolutely amazing. He is everything I've ever dreamed of having.

He is my life. He means everything to me. I would do anything to make him happy. Because he deserves that much...and more. He deserves everything. I wish I could reach up in the sky and him a star to show him how much brighter than the he shines in my life.

He is my path to happiness...my path to my future.

Santa this year...send him a message.

Tell him I love him and miss him and...
And that he is the best thing that ever happened to me and that en though we aren't together this Christmas...he is the biggest gift I will ever receive in my life. The most important and the most beautiful.

Tell him that I will love him forever and that that love is unconditional.

Tell him Merry Christmas...

I love you baby