Disaster and chaos is all around me...but I think of you. I am running from this life in an attempt to get to ours.

Its hard, it sucks...but you are worth every single thing. Nothing matters more to me than you.

The most painful thing I could ever do is let you go...but I would do that for you...only for you.

My life is complete with you...and each mile and Minute we are apart is worth it to be with you in the end.

You are my sun...you gave me light and have helped me see beauty I could never see before you.

You have changed my life...you have made me happy.

I'm holding on...so tight.
Wait for me baby

I'll be there soon

Dear Santa (2)

I miss him so much. I see him when I dream and I miss him when I'm awake. Being without him this Christmas breaks my heart...I wish that I could do everything for him. Protect him forever. Keep him by my side always. The fact that today is Christmas and I can't do that is proof that that is not possible.

I don't want much for Christmas. Just one thing.

Send him my love. Let him know that he is the most important person in my life...that I would do ANYTHING for him.

Tell him that ever since I let him my life has been complete. It's felt like I have a meaning...like I Was set on his earth to be his and to love him more than anyone else has ever loved. And I will.

So many days he has erased my tears and gave me a smile.

Santa, this man is absolutely amazing. He is everything I've ever dreamed of having.

He is my life. He means everything to me. I would do anything to make him happy. Because he deserves that much...and more. He deserves everything. I wish I could reach up in the sky and him a star to show him how much brighter than the he shines in my life.

He is my path to happiness...my path to my future.

Santa this year...send him a message.

Tell him I love him and miss him and...
And that he is the best thing that ever happened to me and that en though we aren't together this Christmas...he is the biggest gift I will ever receive in my life. The most important and the most beautiful.

Tell him that I will love him forever and that that love is unconditional.

Tell him Merry Christmas...

I love you baby

Dear Santa

Hey there, it's been a year...
But Christmas time is coming near.
I didn't make a list, but just have one request.
If you could just make this year the best!
Just brighten my life, cuz it's been a little dim.
No toys no money...I just need him.
The man I've been waiting for for all my life,
With one touch my world is empty of strife.
He is magical amazing and god gave him to me.
I really miss him, oh Santa can't you see?

Just bring him to me that's all I ask.
Please can you do this one small task.
While he holds me in his arms I shall not shed a single tear.
I've been good i promise, you see I have this fear.

That one day he will be gone, he will slip out of sight
And I will have to hurt and I'll have to fight.

My heart will break and my life will fall.
Because nothing comes close to him, nothing at all

He is my all, I'm his number one fan.
Santa all I ask is for you to bring me my man..

Xoxoxoxo

I miss you

When I close my eyes,
I see you

When I open my eyes,
I miss you....

Good morning beautiful

"Good mornin beautiful
how was your night
mine was wonderful
with you by my side
and when i open my eyes
and see your sweet face
its a good mornin beautiful day

i couldnt see the light
i didnt know day from night
i had no reason to care
since you came along
i can face the dawn
cause i know youll be there

Good mornin beautiful
how was your night
mine was wonderful
with you by my side
and when i open my eyes
and see your sweet face
its a good mornin beautiful day

i never worry
if its rainin outside
cause in here with you girl
The sun always shines...

Good mornin beautiful
how was your night
mine was wonderful
with you by my side
and when i open my eyes
and see your sweet face
its a good mornin beautiful day
Good morning beautiful day

http://m.youtube.com/index?desktop_uri=%2F&gl=US&rdm=4ozmbjtwv&reload=2#/watch?v=UHUxogmXob4

My man

My man is loving. I know this because he shows it in every way. My man is caring. He is not selfish and thinks of me all the time. My man is handsome...his face and body perfection to my eyes and my body. my man is sweet...tasty and kind.

My man is strong...pushups sit ups...even butt exercises ;) my man is willing...he gives me his love and wishes to give me more. My man is smart...he goes to college and tries his hardest. My man is successful...he has overcome many challenges in his life.

My man is ambitious, he has set goals and works to accomplish them. My man is sexy...he drives me crazy and makes me wanna rip his clothes off. My man is Caring...he wishes he could give me a massage when I have a headache. My man is thoughtful...he is always wanting to make my life easier. My man is wonderful...he has the most amazing puppy and loves to spend time with her. My man is opinionated...when he has something to say he says it...he doesn't sugar coat it. My man is honest...he does not lie nor does he allow himself to be lied to. My man is respectful...he respects those who deserve his respect.

My man is perfect. He is everything I want...the only one that I want. I never thought I would find him and then I did. When he came into my life I was forever changed. My world stopped turning around the sun and began to move around him. He is everything that I dream of. God gave him to be and I am so blessed. He is the love of my life and I know that i am lucky I have him.

My man is you. I love you baby. I will treat you right and treasure you forever. You are amazing.

My man...my max.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

"Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away."

Xoxoxoxoxo

Hey baby!!!
Your busy right now but I was thinking...you know how I made that book to write letters to you. Well a blog is kinda like an online book right? So I decided that since I don't always have time to write you an email but I usually have time to pull out my book and write you a letter I would let this be another book for you. But one you can read everyday. So in the book I made you I write everything that is going on with me you and us. Even if it's bad. Because I know you will keep the book forever (I hope) and it will e good to look back and laugh and smile at the things we were going through...anyway.

Your busy right now so I'm just hangin out. In bed! It's freaking hot in my bed which I don't get because my room is in the basement lol.

I am wondering what you are doing. I've been taking ibuprofen like it's going out of style cus my teeth have been killing me. (no more headache yet ;))

I love you so much baby. Your so sexy and yummie. I can't wait to taste ur body. Mmmm.

Getting carried away in my thoughts lol.

You are sexy tho. I love you sooooooo much and I'm sorry I made you cry earlier.

You are my dream and my world has been complete since God put you in my life.

"god sent me an angel, from the heavens above. Sent me an angel to heal my broken heart, from being in love."

You are the angel god has sent me baby. My heart is yours and my life is complete. You are my perfection and you bring meaning to my Life.

I love you and I will always go to the ends of the earth to make you happy...because that's what you deserve.
I love you

Merry (early) Christmas

Omg!! This took me forever lol. I miss you sooo much and I hope u like this!

I hope you had a great day! I missed you baby! I can't wait until Christmas omg I love Christmas. And I love you. I wish I could pop out of a box and say surprise!! Or you...bet Christmas present EVER!!!

I love you so much!

Xoxoxoxoxo!!
I'm your girl. Always and forever